GAIN & LOSS

Its amazing in 10 weeks what you can gain and lose.
The gains can be the same loss, only that they are in different environments.

Im afraid that Im losing things which I may not get back. And I hope its not the case.

1) My friends, some of whom Ive not even been able to msn with in the last 3 wks, just want you to know I hate it that I dont have news of you. It really doesnt mean I dont care. Just cant find the time. Im sure you know who you are...

To the special one whom I worry most for as I can imagine how hard you are fighting to sustain your body now. You know, I pray for you all the time. I imagine your rosy cheeks and happy smile & thats what I hope will see when Im home.

2) Windsurfing... when I get frustrated with life, I truly miss the comfort of the beach and surfing in the dirty sea of Singapore. Ive totally lost the glimmer in my eyes which I had when I talk about windsurfing. The weather is so cold (although windy) to imagine any windsurfing activities. The passion never dies, but my arm muscles had shrunk :(

Shifu, Ive not even the time to watch that videos you've passed me, but having them gives me the comfort.

3) I miss Emerald Park condo. This 20 sqm studio is so humid and tiny and makes me feel like a bird in a cage. Cant even imagine that I used to have a pool, tennis court, underground parking etc...

Pls let the gain outweigh the loss in the long run. The clock cant be turned back now.